I think the illegible word is "home", both because it makes sense and because the "h" matches the "h" in "help"; the "o" matches the "o" in "going", and the "e" matches many other "e"s. The "m" looks more like an "n", but that could be to fade and/or being upset when he wrote (at least, heaven knows, I miswrite the number of swoops in n,m,u,w myself fairly often if I'm tired or upset)
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I think the illegible word is "home", both because it makes sense and because the "h" matches the "h" in "help"; the "o" matches the "o" in "going", and the "e" matches many other "e"s. The "m" looks more like an "n", but that could be to fade and/or being upset when he wrote (at least, heaven knows, I miswrite the number of swoops in n,m,u,w myself fairly often if I'm tired or upset)